It is sad that my friends don’t read divergent. i need a friend to fangirl with.
and i have no friend that reads divergent.
i am depressed. i should just fan girl all by myself.
“Parents destroy their children”
Last night, my mom keep on asking me what Tumblr is. I don’t want to answer her but, she insist. I told her that is my online diary. All the things they doesn’t know about me is written there. In my mind, it’s my only escape to the real world. Then she said sarcastically, maybe it contains nonsense and flirtations. I was like, “What the fuck?”. Seriously, they know nothing. They know nothing how miserable my life is every time my Mom says that I’m stupid, I don’t study hard, etc. I want to hate my Mom for saying all those things to me. She should be proud of me. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink alcohol, I don’t party every night, and all of the cool kids used to do. My life is boring as fuck. I always stay at home, read some random books and sit in front of my computer. That’s it. And all they do is to nag, nag, nag, and nag! I hate it, like hell. I know my limitations, for their information but still, she’s blinded by the things she heard on t.v, on the radio, and worse, what she heard from other people. She always compare me to the other kids. I should be like this, I should be like that, blah, blah, blah. C’mon, man! I’m not a robot to be told what to do. Sheesh!Sometimes, I want to run real far and forget my life here at home. I want to pack my bags and go straight to Hogwarts where I can be myself and no one can judge me or tell me what to do.
I guess this is the life of a teenager..
Instead I’m just invisible
I read the book before it was cool.
kahit may gusto ka di mo masabi.
And someone walks in or calls my name and then I have to go from this:
To this:
instantly
