Dear You

You know who you are. I’m not sure when you’ll see this but yeah I’d love it if we would both act normal the next time we see each other.

Well I’m sorry for everything. I wasn’t trying to avoid you on purpose. I was young and I didn’t know anything. I tried to hide everything from everyone. I didn’t (and i still don’t) like to talk about who i like or who i don’t like. Simply because I don’t want people to know. That’s why I make up stories/excuses  so people would just believe that lie and leave me alone.

leaving this here instead of saying it to your face because i feel that I can’t reach you or your standards for friendship right now hahaha.

P.S that tweet really didn’t sound right. I meant it in the positive way though..

I pour out my feelings and you treat me like I’m the bad guy?

Dude may I remind you that you never did bother to talk to me after all that crap. At least I tried something and I’m glad it worked. We might not be talking to each other now but still this is better than nothing. I guess i was the only one who is happy about this.

I feel like I’ve abandoned my Tumblr account.

I’m always active on facebook and twitter.

No I swear I won’t give up on you hahaha. People don’t stalk me here or atleast i think they don’t.

I feel safe here :))

My Day In Bullets 05-10-13

• It’s Hiyas ng San Pedro 2013 day
• and also Ysai’s 18th birthday (saya lang ng birthday/pageant niya)
• Woke up early actually
• forgot to do anything productive today
• nagtext sila meet up daw mamaya for hiyas
• went to nikki’s house
• nikki mae naj jokes HAHAHA
• arrived at astrodome
• saw many familliar people
• puro “diba ikaw yung sa *insertnameofpageanthere*
• tas funny kasi nasa isang side lang kami :)))
• wooh pinuntahan si Carla and LJ said our goodlucks to them
• then si Ate Athena, hahaha may sarili siyang dressing room funny :))
• went to Jollibe with Nikki and Mackie
• Eh antangkad nila :(
• kumanta ng Happy Birthday kay Ysai :))
• yehey reunion ulit ng Bb. And G. San Vicente people :))
• with random Campus Star Candidates :))
• Start
• fangirl kasi nakita ko sumayaw si :”> HAHAHAHA
• tas nilapitan niya si Mackie T_T
• akala ko ako eh HAHAHA joke
• nakita si Onai cutie hahaha
• bumalik
• hakot award si Ysai eh and Ate Athena
• other normal things na nangyayari sa pageant
• si anthony kumanta HAHAHA
• accidental kiss HAHAHAHA
• yehey announcement of winners.
• Ingay lang namin ni Nikki eh :))
• “wala sila! beauty queens may hawak ng tarp ni ate athena” HAHAA
• in the end Ate Athena was crowned Hiyas ng San Pedro 2013 :D yay

Wala kayo sa lola ko! hahaha joke.

Sa dinami dami ng shots ko nung photoshoot hindi ko alam kung bakit eto yung pinili nila.

Because It’s 2:05am

And they don’t wanna go home hahaha.

Dear # 3

I know that you like me, but my friend really likes you.. so yeah.

I just don’t get it. If you don’t like her then stop giving her false hopes. Hindi man kami ganun ka close, she told me the way she felt about you. She even told you how she felt and I admire her for that. I hope you don’t take her for granted. Ayoko lang kasing papaasahin mo siya. Yung tipong umamin ka na gusto ka niya but you actions say otherswise. I turned you down for a reason, I only see you as a brother and I don’t think that will ever change.

I’ll make it short. She likes you. You seem to kinda like her soo.. yun I hope you don’t go on flirting with me, or any other girl, just because you know she likes you.

It’s funny kasi I like him, he likes her, she likes you and you like me.

mooninbluesky

Thankyou supeer! Siguro nga nag meet na tayo sa NCC, i hope we meet again.

He loves me not daw.

Yung feeling na picture mo yung last post ni crush bago siya matulog.

pamelaholmes:

Seeing this picture

How non-ballet dancers react

How ballet dancers react

Mean pt.2

Yung feeling na pag log in ko sa Wattpad eto agad nakita ko sa forum.

“Langya ! Para ka namang kung sinong maganda ! Teeeh, Tupperware ka lang, wag kang mag assume na magiging pyrex ka, ang mahal naman ata nun para sa isang tulad mong tupperware. Kung magpapasikat ka man lang ayusin mo, yun bang parang hindi obviuos kasi yung motive mo bulgar ehh >_________< Sa susunod ayus-ayusin mo ugali mo ahh. Dont pretend to be nice dahil HINDI BAGAY SAYO !?

~ Sorry, hindi ko na mapigilan ehh. Sasabog na ako sa inis >___”

Feeling ko, feeling ko lang ha, hindi ako yung pinaparinggan HAHAHAHA. nag status kasi ako ng “I was being friendly to you miss, you don’t have to be so mean” tapos ayun! natamaan si ate!

Grabe hahaha nahiya naman ako medyo 2 years na ko sa wattpad tas ikaw wala pang 1 month. Yet you think nakikipag friends ako for fame? hahaha Hindi kita pinilit mag follow or mag read ng stories ko si kalma!

MEAN

I joined a thread* kanina sa Wattpad kasi I need to expand my circle of friends there, lahat kasi ng naging friends ko dun nung first year ko sa Wattpad inactive na eh. So yun I joined this particular thread na madaming princess.

When nag paramdam yung guy na lagi kong nakakasabay mag post sa other threads, nothing wrong with that right? Then ayun one topic led to another and so on hanggang sa may girls na nag post sa thread “nakakaasar naman eeh” .. So I ignored that post and decided na wag na masyado mag reply kay guy.

For the rest of My stay sa thread i tried talking to everyone, even her and her friends. Tapos nung nag goodnight na ko nag post agad siya sa thread ng “sa wakas naman GV na”

Honestly that’s just plain rude. You don’t need to wait for me to leave para maging masaya ka and it’s not my fault nag repky sakin yung cyber crush mo hahaha. Stop being so Immature, princess.

*thread is yung parang forum, no wait it really is a forum sa Wattpad.

I should really stop making rash decisions.

I was was really determined to sleep since nakita kong 6am na

But then I started craving for hash brown and pancakes

decided to walk all the way to Mcdo without sleep. On my way back… i kinda.. slept while walking hahaha. freaking zombie. My grammar skills is not working anymore, I blame my lack of sleep.

And now I’m wide awake again. uggh

Yung iba nag po-post na ng Goodmorning!

Tapos ako hindi pa natutulog.